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It has been a while since I have posted anything. I decided after a bad round to just stop and start Phase 3. I had a hard time but I am not giving up. I am now at 184 lbs. I will start another round the week of June 15th after I get back from my trip to New York. I hope that my next round will be better. I had so many setbacks that I could not get it together. Thanks Shawn for checking in on me. I am truly grateful for being a part of such a supportive community. BTW I am back at the gym and feeling great.
I finally weighed in at 184 lbs. but now TOM is here so I don't expect to lose anything for a few days until it's gone. This weekend was so busy with parties and Mother's Day. It was wonderful but I am glad it's over. I am so tired so I will rest today until I have to take my little one for her 4 y/o checkup. I have decided to stay on Hcg until this new mix is done. This round is pretty tough on me but I am probably going to do another around July with my Mom. My sister is doing really great. Oh well, I will post more later.
I have not blogged in several days because I am struggling with this diet. Thank you everyone for your support and kindness. I am going to my doctor today to talk to him about the protocol and get more Hcg. I have been yo-yo'ing up and down from 185 & 186 lbs. Hopefully I can get my butt in gear and stop fooling around. I don't want to be a failure at this but it seems to be turning out this way. I have also started going back to the gym which is the best thing I have done so far. It feels so good to be back into my "old" routine. Working out stalls my weight loss but I have to do something to get out of my rut. TOM is WAYoverdue and I am wondering if that is what is hindering my success. I did so well the first time and I just don't understand why I am struggling. Ok, enough of that! Moving on, I have a plan this week to just workout 3 days and do a moderate routine, eat the right foods and stay on track. Wish me luck!
Well, this weekend was horrible. My weighed stalled at 186 lbs on Friday and felt horrible about it. My mood went from excited to angry. So unfortunately I ate horribly this weekend. I acutally felt like quitting due to the fact I was still having hunger pangs up until yesterday. This morning I had to refocus and get myself together. It is just so hard to stick to the diet if you are hungry. I had to up my dosage a couple of times to stop the hunger. I am no longer hungry thank God, but we had another issue. The Hcg that I ordered from online over 2 weeks ago never arrived. So, my sister and I have to go get the Hcg from another source that cost so much more. I am pissed about that. But I guess everything happens for a reason. We are celebrating my little girl's birthday this weekend which means "CAKE"! My weakness.... I am praying that I can get through the party without eating anything. I know that I will be able to get back on the losing track this week. Until next time!
